shatterlines previously...
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where'd my hard, safe shell go? i've been feeling all dreamy and gooey inside. yuck.

i have to figure out what makes me so fucking special. i'm feeling very deficient. my heart is lacking coordination. love is *not* like riding a bicycle. it's beautiful and scary each time. i need a cool aerodynamic helmet to protect me. scraped knees and krazy dreams.

yay for mess! she's special, too.

i think i am going to go get pleasantly drunk and stupid now and delete this worthless entry when i return.

i can't believe i've never heard sebadoh until tonight.

make it easy
and i'll hold it against you
on a string dangling right in front of you
make it hard
and i'll run away
keep tomorrow as i kill today

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