what a painful week. i don't know what's kept me afloat, afixed this ridiculous smile upon my face. i've slept like shit. i can see the end of the road for this krazy company. it's a bit depressing and entirely exciting.

tonight larry made me mad. he doesn't entirely realize how i feel about his girlfriend. i'm sure he thought he was just being cute, but i didn't need it flaunted that he has one and i don't; nevermind that i think christine's incredible. i tried to focus on molly shannon and just let it pass. "i'm a SUPERSTAR!"

i couldn't imagine having a girlfriend right now anyway. i got shit to do and an appointment on thursday.