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ohmygod what a horrendous week. is life always gonna suck like this?! my blues have turned black. when was the last time i slept without dreaming of code, or ex-girlfriends? i need happy peaceful things! ham and bliss on rye, please. extra tomatoes.

mandy's going to quit work soon. i am so bummed about that. she's beaten me to it! i'll be packing my bags by fall, i'm sure. work will be double-plus-ungood without her. i can't count the times that helping her through her panic has minimized my own. losing your work buddy -- the person with whom you can laugh at everyone else -- is like the worst thing.

what the hell is rachel up to?? i get a warm and fuzzy email and then absolutely nothing for two weeks. more proof that girls hate me.

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