i've been working like a machine again. ugh. what can't i be lazy like everyone else? how is it that the only cure for my boredom is productivity? i'd like to be able to roll over and do nothing. and yet, i never really feel that i get anything done anyways. oh, to go for a long, long drive to wherever. to be able to play music. to write endless verses.

to be in love.

gross.